The Girl

Anna Bettina Alonzo Esguerra.
120990. Patrician. HS Junior. Narcissist. Damsel in distress. Self-proclaimed weirdo. Believes she is a real princess because her Father in heaven is the King of all kings. Girl-next-door. Typical teen. Fun-loving yet cautious. Musician. Dreams big. Wants to go out and see the world. Loves taking pictures and documenting special moments. Hopelessly and passionately in love with music. Idolizes 14-year-old JoJo. Princess of the eye bags. Writer. Book worm. A fan of JRR Tolkien and CS Lewis. Blog dork. Friendster addict. Coffee bum. Camera chic. Lives in Tree Hill and Capeside. Modern-day Juliet. Spunky. Complex. Loves heart-warming talks with people. Scared of being badly wounded. Never been in love.. not that kind of girl. Has enough conviction for waiting `till the right moment. Has an entire history of running away. Dwells into a dark infinity when situation calls for it. Shy and aloof. Struggling. Has a feeling of restriction. Cannot fly but not content to crawl. Suspended with a broken past and a future that isn't so appealing. Seeking the truth. Has enough capacity for human kindness. Dislikes too much violence and excessive humidity. Expressive. Sweet [?]. Has a tendency to be very emotional. Biggest weakness: decision-making. Elusive dream: pure bliss. Vulnerable - it's easy to make me laugh, cry, etc. Grounded - family and friends are most important. Sheltered and guarded. Mommy and Daddy's little princess. Smiles like nothing's wrong, talks like everything's perfect, and pretends it's doesn't hurt.. even when it does. Less than complete. With trembling feet and a broken heart, still found a way to cross over - from darkness to light. Fired up for Christ. Like Clay in the hand of the Potter. Held and guided by the Hand that molds her.. GOD. :)
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The Past Is In The Past.
December 2004; January 2005; February 2005; March 2005; April 2005; May 2005; June 2005; July 2005; August 2005;

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Sunday, August 07, 2005

someone.. just someone..

I realized something today. Just thought I could write it down.

I realized just how much I want someone whom I can talk to. Someone who will understand and who will give me a pat in the back when I need it. Someone who can understand my hang-ups and who will calm me down when Geometry gets frustrating. Someone who won't think less of me when my English grammar is wrong. Someone whom I can make kulit for hours and hours and will not get pikon with me. Someone who will find my pagiging iyakin adorable. Someone who can listen to my crazy rantings and complains and will not be able to make sigaw right in my face. Someone who won't find me selfish and childish when I'm being unreasonable. Someone whom I can tell all my dreams and wishes to. Someone who will understand.. a person who's always ready to give me a big bear hug in this dramatically cold world.

Yeah, I know, I'm SO selfish. But what can I do.. that is just what I NEED.

Now the question is.. where can I find that person?

Pambihira wala naman yatang ganon eh.


Girl-Next-Door
@ 11:41 AM


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