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The Girl

Anna Bettina Alonzo Esguerra.
120990. Patrician. HS Junior. Narcissist. Damsel in distress. Self-proclaimed weirdo. Believes she is a real princess because her Father in heaven is the King of all kings. Girl-next-door. Typical teen. Fun-loving yet cautious. Musician. Dreams big. Wants to go out and see the world. Loves taking pictures and documenting special moments. Hopelessly and passionately in love with music. Idolizes 14-year-old JoJo. Princess of the eye bags. Writer. Book worm. A fan of JRR Tolkien and CS Lewis. Blog dork. Friendster addict. Coffee bum. Camera chic. Lives in Tree Hill and Capeside. Modern-day Juliet. Spunky. Complex. Loves heart-warming talks with people. Scared of being badly wounded. Never been in love.. not that kind of girl. Has enough conviction for waiting `till the right moment. Has an entire history of running away. Dwells into a dark infinity when situation calls for it. Shy and aloof. Struggling. Has a feeling of restriction. Cannot fly but not content to crawl. Suspended with a broken past and a future that isn't so appealing. Seeking the truth. Has enough capacity for human kindness. Dislikes too much violence and excessive humidity. Expressive. Sweet [?]. Has a tendency to be very emotional. Biggest weakness: decision-making. Elusive dream: pure bliss. Vulnerable - it's easy to make me laugh, cry, etc. Grounded - family and friends are most important. Sheltered and guarded. Mommy and Daddy's little princess. Smiles like nothing's wrong, talks like everything's perfect, and pretends it's doesn't hurt.. even when it does. Less than complete. With trembling feet and a broken heart, still found a way to cross over - from darkness to light. Fired up for Christ. Like Clay in the hand of the Potter. Held and guided by the Hand that molds her.. GOD. :)
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Wednesday, August 03, 2005

harry potter and the couch potato

I'm absent from school today because of.. because of something. Basta. :)

And since I couldn't find anything to do I was literally dying of boredom. (I already finished Angus, Thongs, and Full-Frontal Snogging so there was nothing left to read) When I became desparate, I went inside my brother's room and I looked for some DVDs. When I saw the Harry Potter series, I realized how much I missed drooling over British cutie Daniel Radcliffe.. so there. I asked the maid to buy some chips (I told you. I am guilty of committing the sin of gluttony yet I complain nonchantly about my weight *wink*). I decided to do a Harry Potter movie marathon and I watched all three movies: Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone, Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets, and lastly, Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban. :) It cheered me up, actually. I finally understood some parts of the three movies that I didn't understand before (like, for example, in the 3rd film, why Harry thought it was his Dad who conjured the dementors, etc.) I enjoyed it. This is definitely a day of me-time. :D Although I must admit, I really feel unproductive today. Because of my laziness, I wasn't able to learn anything. I wasted one whole day over nothing.. *sigh* Not over nothing really. There's still a reason. A reason I do not wish to blog about. :)

Anyway..

There was a part in the 3rd movie where Sirius Black, Harry's godfather, said something like this (I'm not quite sure because I didn't take note but it was truly remarkable.. well, at least for me *wink*): "The ones that love us will never leave us."

Oh, `di nga?!

But honestly. Think about it for one second. Maybe it's true. Maybe if a certain person REALLY loves us, then he won't leave us.. right?

Or maybe I'm wrong. My goodness I'm talking gibberish.

Maybe I should just turn into a cynical young woman instead of hoping for nothing. Bwahahaha. :D

Awryt I'll shut up about this. Hehehe.

Change topic. Hehe. You know, I feel blessed for having a true-blue Christian classmate. Hehehe. :D Her name is Jane and she's REALLY great. She IS a young woman after God's own heart. :) She's younger than me but mind you, when she speaks, you really can't help but listen to whatever it is she has to say. She's now my accountability partner in school and we made a pact: we're going to pray for each other's singleness and purity. Hehehe. :) Sometimes the worldly world (Ha? Labo! Still makes sense if you read between the lines :D) is just too tiring and it's great to have a friend (outside of Church) who is a real Christian in such a rotten world. :D

Okay, this is enough.. bye! :)

Girl-Next-Door
@ 4:12 PM