The Girl

Anna Bettina Alonzo Esguerra.
120990. Patrician. HS Junior. Narcissist. Damsel in distress. Self-proclaimed weirdo. Believes she is a real princess because her Father in heaven is the King of all kings. Girl-next-door. Typical teen. Fun-loving yet cautious. Musician. Dreams big. Wants to go out and see the world. Loves taking pictures and documenting special moments. Hopelessly and passionately in love with music. Idolizes 14-year-old JoJo. Princess of the eye bags. Writer. Book worm. A fan of JRR Tolkien and CS Lewis. Blog dork. Friendster addict. Coffee bum. Camera chic. Lives in Tree Hill and Capeside. Modern-day Juliet. Spunky. Complex. Loves heart-warming talks with people. Scared of being badly wounded. Never been in love.. not that kind of girl. Has enough conviction for waiting `till the right moment. Has an entire history of running away. Dwells into a dark infinity when situation calls for it. Shy and aloof. Struggling. Has a feeling of restriction. Cannot fly but not content to crawl. Suspended with a broken past and a future that isn't so appealing. Seeking the truth. Has enough capacity for human kindness. Dislikes too much violence and excessive humidity. Expressive. Sweet [?]. Has a tendency to be very emotional. Biggest weakness: decision-making. Elusive dream: pure bliss. Vulnerable - it's easy to make me laugh, cry, etc. Grounded - family and friends are most important. Sheltered and guarded. Mommy and Daddy's little princess. Smiles like nothing's wrong, talks like everything's perfect, and pretends it's doesn't hurt.. even when it does. Less than complete. With trembling feet and a broken heart, still found a way to cross over - from darkness to light. Fired up for Christ. Like Clay in the hand of the Potter. Held and guided by the Hand that molds her.. GOD. :)
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The Past Is In The Past.
December 2004; January 2005; February 2005; March 2005; April 2005; May 2005; June 2005; July 2005; August 2005;

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Sunday, July 24, 2005

"i needed my tears to see You clearly.. i needed my pain to feel You near me.."

Got those words from Ate Julie's song. :) She sang it at service today and Ate Ai told me it was REALLY that line in the song that struck her.. and I realized that those lines are SO true. I needed to get hurt and feel a deep pain before realizing that God IS there. *wink*

Enough said. :)

I spent the entire day with LC. Oh yeah.. IT WAS FUN. :D I haven't felt that enjoyment in church since.. since IT happened [whatever IT is. Sheesh. :D]. We had our usual sharing moments. Some of which are very much affecting and heart-breaking [aww.. we love you SO MUCH, Ate Reciel! *sniff*]. We also had our kulitan moments. After today, I realized how BLESSED I am to have these sisters. ALL OF THEM. :) Their presence in my life shows that God loves me enough to give me sisters whom I can share my spiritual walk with. I'm so excited to have more COC sessions with them! :D

And also, it made me realize how much I've been unaware of the things that are happening to my original bestfriend.. Anding, sorry talaga ah.. I didn't know. I'M SORRY. Looking forward to more bonding and sharing time with you, bespwen.. :)

Gotta run. :D

"I needed my tears to see You clearly.. I needed my pain to feel You near me."


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